Wednesday, May 30, 2012 . 4:32 AM

Remember I stay over, there's always be quarrel or conflict on the first night! Is it fated that I can't stay or just attitude? Will it happened again??? Wondering

Jenessa♡

Monday, May 28, 2012 . 4:04 AM

I just want to be treated right! So hard so difficult?! Or is it that I just don't worth it?! Brokenhearted!

Jenessa♡

我不要一直被罵！T.T
感覺永遠都是我的錯！

Jenessa♡

Saturday, May 26, 2012 . 2:02 AM

If only there's if only! I'll go back to the past and change everything!! Including you

Jenessa♡

Thursday, May 24, 2012 . 10:59 PM

Hate life being so unfair! Fuck it seriously! Everything seem so bad. Don't know to to describe my feeling in words and I feel like crying so much.

Grad is kinda big fuck??? Talk to me nicely not as if I owe you a million or so! I mean I just say out what you make me feel by saying those words! Isn't it pointless when you only have 2 tic and I have to sit at the overflow room alone? Kinda ridiculous huh? And don't have to very so quick temper right? Let me finish the talk will you??? Ass!!! Angry!!!

Sometimes I really wonder is it me or you? Yes, when ever I need comfort, you are there but at times the way you treat me ain't right! Making it worst. Sometime I will want to let you know why, but I just couldn't say it out. Sometime I wish we could swap soul for a day and let you be me and stand in my shoe. I really hope you'll understand how I feel. It does feel good!!! I'm a girl who really cannot tahan pain. To you, you hit very light but doesn't mean the impact to me is light and if you think that I'm really petty then don't hit me. Don't get piss. I think my patient is running out.

And you! please spare a tot for other people can? Stop lossing your money away and say why can't you this and that. Is very fan de you know??? And stop taking me for granted as if I'm your slave! I'M NOT! And yes I have a bf who know how to drive but doesn't mean we are your slave. We are human, we bbs human right too. Seriously feel like giving you a tight slap and ask you to wake up all your ideas!

I'm so tired! I don't want to care much already! Trying to compromise and not to burden anyone but what did I gain? Nothing but all the scolding and unappreciative! Not that I don't want to voice out but I somehow don't dare, somehow don't want to add burden to your. If your want bully me, bully all you one cause if one day I've change and walk away ignoring you, don't blame me for that! I will become who I am in the future is because of you guys! All I need is to find a should to lean on and someone to love me, dote me and treat me like a princess. If I treat you good will you appreciate and treat me the way I treat you? Wondering?!

Jenessa♡

Wednesday, May 23, 2012 . 12:50 AM

Kinda tired of this kind of living! I want to run away!!! 帶我走吧！

为什么会受到这么多惩罚
他们说的话像针往心里扎
我心中的怕
不知该怎么做才可以放下
只不过想好好的爱一次啊
带我远走高飞
不去理会
这一个蜚短流长的世界布满虚伪
是你让我选择沉醉
繁星守侯月不能睡
只因为爱上了夜的黑
带我远走高飞
一起去追
有一个叫做幸福的世界没有泪水
我已经感觉到疲累
只想在你怀抱入睡
不在乎别人眼中是非
重新再出发
能不能让这天地不再吵杂
我的心里面安静得不像话
故事的真假
没有多余的力气去分辨他
只不过想好好的爱一次啊

Jenessa♡

Tuesday, May 22, 2012 . 12:05 AM

This is so annoying!!! When will this thing stop?! Will it be better if I go work?
Kinda desperate for money!!! Hais ~

Jenessa♡